kay.

i don't really care right now.

i wish you'd just stop talking.

Or not.
She's taking too long to get back to me. C'mon. School starts soon!

Seems like things are looking up more and more.
The weather is just chilly enough to let me wear a sweater and still not wear boots or a jacket :D
I like this weather.
I hate that it means that I will eventually be wearing boots & a jacket.

But hey.
Whatever.

Xanga makes me want to listen to old music like Yellowcard, and Dashboard Confessional.
Although, I still do listen to DC & I have kept up with their stuff so I guess that isn't "old" then, huh?
:)

I am going to buy Deb flowers.
:P

I got this. No problem. There's stuff to do, and I'm going to keep myself busy until I find a job. :)

Found this website:
http://superviva.com/blog/life-to-do-lists/100-productive-things-to-do-if-youre-bored/
Which Megan pointed out to me does not actually contain 100 things. What the crap.
Owell, I'm making my own list today!

drink water-
clean eric's car-
laundry-
    fold-
    bring down stairs-
    bring up hangers-
    sheets
    comforter-
        -dry outside
    put them all back on the bed (mostly done)
-wash dishes
-check for online school or something
-send transcript
-read romance book
read bible-
pray-
nails-
eat lunch at 1p-
make dinner-
finish tax stuff
organize recycling
organize pops/put in fridge
finish application
    look up directions to get to their office
mom & dad thank yous
dentist
get back to Kelly about prayer


I need to leave at 5:50

AGT @ 8

Gosh I love stuff like this. Lists are the best. Seriously.
I know I might sound like I'm trying to make my life more awesome than it really is, but I'm totally not. I'm happy making a list for my day,
then running back and forth to the computer checking off things I've gotten done.
It pleases me.
One thing I for sure need to do before I close up my evening is take a walk. By myself.
I love walks with others so much, but by myself there is no pressure to talk about anything, and I think I need that today. Especially in this breeze.
Just to take it in.
Then, of course, come home and blab all about it to someone, but still. :)

Tonight is Taco night.
Can we say "Weehoo"?
Never before have I enjoyed being in the kitchen as much as I do now that I'm married. I love that Eric loves my cooking, as simple as it may be.
He's ALWAYS complimenting it.
And I may not use a complex recipe or grab the right utensil, but he never corrects, and never complains. Heck, he even ate the Hamburger Helper I made without milk.
Can you get a better husband than that?
:)

Anyway, back to the list <3

Also, I got this great news today. The University of Phoenix doesn't start until the 19th, as far as I can tell, so I can still go to school. I'm pumped,
& guess what.
They were ACTUALLY helpful.
Whereas SPC was craptastic when it came to administration, this place is willing to meet with me and yadayada.
I almost started crying after getting off the phone with Deb, a woman in administration. She talked to me about how some financial aid loan type things make you wait 30 weeks to transfer. I will kick somebody's you-know-what if I have to wait that long to transfer over to River Falls.
I want this so flippin bad. I just need to stop giving up.
Jesus was not a quitter, and I will not be either.
-closes eyes and hopes this is true-

Had a better day today. Hung out with Eric's aunt, Rose.
I feel like if I just force myself to get up, do something, and get out of this slump, I may have a change to stop this before it gets any worse.

I haven't even checked, but I really want to be able to go to school this semester. I shouldve already started classes. I really really want to be able to do this.
We'll see I guess. My life can not be spent in front of this flippin computer screen playing flippin Sims & checking my Facebook every five seconds.

One thing that's somewhat interesting to me is how much more I want to have a baby now.
Just sayin. That is pretty interesting.

Side note: why is Snookie on CNN?

Anyway, off to do something else completely lame.